Now that I have described the most basic planes of existence it is time that I take you deeper into the feeling and power that you hold. From my personal experience of it.
Since I was a child I have always felt that there was a deeper meaning to my life. I am not just here to exist and live your seemingly average lifestyle. (Or the constructed lifestyle that we have created). We all are viewing this place from our own individual perception of it. Just as there are 7 billion people on this earth, there are 7 billion perspectives that come with it. We are all individually perceiving this world as something different. We all live in a different reality. Our reality is something that is unique to each and every one of us. We are all living in this wonder of why we are here. Why we have placed such hard times on ourselves. Just through the thought of wonder, of why we are here, we are creating reason. There must be a reason. There has to be. Right? It is finding this reason that creates strife. The mixed emotions upon us that tell us one thing is right and the other is not. How is this possible? That we all have our own created universes, our own created realities yet are supposed to believe that we all come from this specific thing or place or source. The problem I see here is the word "believe" I don't believe anything, not at all What I know to be true, is what I live. If I don't know it, truly know it, from the inside out then how could it be true? It can't. Belief is something that is shoved down our throats to make us feel more comfortable with our existence and experience of it. But why must we be comfortable? It's boring. So entirely boring. You want reason as to why you are here, why you have created this experience for yourself... Have you ever sat alone and asked yourself, why am I here? No really. Try it, and whatever pops into your mind first, listen to it. Is the response something absolutely insane? Or is it boring? If it sounds like insanity this is your soul speaking to you. If it is something that shuts down the insane possiblities, this is your ego. Those insane thoughts, that are begging to be listened to...that is your higher self calling to you. Listen to it. Really. Give it a shot. You want to talk about why you are here, yet you don't even listen to yourself for the real "reason". I think this may be why some have become so clouded in their authenticity. They are longing for answers, and are made to believe that there is an outside answer. That there is something we can place blame upon for what we are experiencing. Some large force that is responsible for what we go through, that is responsible for our actions as individuals. I hate to break it to you, but the only person or force responsible for your troubles, your suffering, for your happiness, for your joy, for all that you experience in this human body, is YOURSELF. I know we all came here for different experiences, I know that our individual experience has an effect on the collective experience. Either way, the ultimate is up to you. You determine everything for yourself. Some may not know the following statement to be true, but I find it mildly true for myself. I created this path for myself, I sought it out long before I came into this body. I take responsibility for pre-determining what my mission is. There are many trials and tribulations that I have had to experience to get me to this point of internal knowing. They fucking hurt, a lot. They broke me. & I say "they" as if I am blaming the experience or others, but I am only referring to me and my experience of myself through others. I see each individual as a way to Love myself even more. You are all a mirror or a reflection of more and more Love waiting to be integrated. "Love thy neighbor as thy self" So, I bring to you, Me. Authentically, divinely inspired, and truthfully Me. "I" may not even exist to you, I'm but words behind a screen. I long to be so much more than that. I long to be known, in any perspective that will serve you in your highest good. However you are seeing me is just your projection or refelction of yourself. I do not actually exist.
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Social trends tend to vary per community, however there is a much larger spectrum of which I like to discuss.
Let's start with the word, "normal" What is the by the book definition? "Conforming to a standard; usual, typical, or expected" (of a person) free from physical or mental dis-order technical (of a line, ray, or other linear feature) intersecting a given line or surface at right angles The etymology of the word "normal" quite literally means "right angled" Ok, so normal is used to describe someone who is essentially a straight edged person, or a "square" in slang terms Usually being geared toward what the "masses" see fit for others to live in the state of NORMAL How boring How can you label an entire lifestyle as normal? This is one of those things I dislike hearing...paired with the "should have, should be, should do" There is no such thing It does not exist. Branching off here, when it comes to "normal" most things that are considered normal are all social constructs that were implemented by humans. It is a man made assumption about our shared reality. For example: Government, Time, Race, Gender, Illness, Marriage, Family, Organized Religions, Technology, Deviance, and Education. Social constructs are all things that are not inherently natural to our state of being. It was created by society. This idea that all of these things are necessary to a successful life on earth, is repulsive to myself. I'm briefly going to touch on some of these topics, but I choose not to speak too much on them because the falsity that I am giving my energy to while speaking, is depleting. My main point that I am going to make with each and everyone of the topics is that they are all there to implement a sense of false identity. To get you to identify with the very thing that is keeping you out of touch with your truest self. These constructs confine our ability to strip all identity. Marriage, to begin with, is identified by government through a legal process. What? Marriage is what you do when you are so fully and deeply ready to give yourself to another person, when you are in such union with someone that you desire to dedicate and devote yourself to the trials and tribulations you experience, with a partner. Why should a legal document determine your "status" Capitalization on the merging of two beings. Disgusting. No document has or ever will be able to define what marriage is. Not to mention, that for a dedication so deeply rooted in the heart you must have permission. NO. That doesn't make a marriage real. I've been married, not to another human though. I have become married and in union with myself. I didn't need a document, or permission from some outer force, I am marriage embodied. Merged within myself. Fully giving myself over to the Love that I am. How fucking beautiful it is, It's bliss. It can't be stripped from me, it can't be controlled or regulated. IT JUST IS. The next thing I want to touch base on is family. What do you think of when you hear the word family? The one who birthed you? The one who took part in your creation? The one who changed your diapers? The shoulder you cried on when you didn't get asked to prom? The one who provided you with cousins to grow up with? The birther, of the one who birthed you, who birthed them, and so on? Is that what family is to you? The people who provided for you when you were incapable of providing for yourself? Yes, this would be your family. Your constructed family. Orchestrated family. What is and always has been odd to me, is that you don't technically choose your family. While at the same time, you very much so do. You chose to incarnate when you did, for the purpose of giving yourself the experience you need. The bloodline you are choosing to incarnate into has and always will be your bloodline. You will never leave it. But the stigma held around what family is, what family should be, how you should treat each other, and so on, that is where the construction comes in. Next, and lastly, I want to touch on illness. The idea that you can become ill. You fear getting sick. You fear disease. You fear death by illness. That's why you are capable of becoming ill. It is actually a mindset, or a reflection of your minds detriment. A clear and healthy mindset, paired with your will to stay in touch with and listen to your bodies wants and needs will keep you in a state of clarity and of outstanding health.. I know what you're thinking... "Well I know some of the greatest people that become suddenly ill, and pass away. Children even, young adults, and so on." I never once said that "good" people don't get sick. Do you live inside of their mind, or are you a part of their life? It is a construct that is also being capitalized on. Let's scare all these people through a variation of sicknesses, instill fear into them that if they are partaking in certain things that they may fall ill. No. That is ILLusion. You are only as ill as you allow yourself to be. If you don't see illness, if you remove it from the forefront of your reality, and let go of the idea that it can actually harm you more than you are harming yourself then it will disappear entirely. This has nothing to do with the type of person you are...that's identifying with the persona. Ego. This is strictly talking about the connection to your thought patterns, your interior motives, and the ability to listen to your body and mind as one. Removing the fear of illness itself is step one. You'll know what is next if you begin to listen closely to yourself. Now, these are just a few examples of the constructs of our reality. If you would like to know more, ask questions or... RESEARCH IT Social constructs are taught in school, in sociology. It is a chapter discussed in the text books...Yet the rest of the book that is being taught is all about these constructs of reality. LOL It's in the codes. See it for what it is. Also, if you're finding yourself triggered after reading this I am reflecting to you exactly what you need to be seeing right now. Take it for what it is, use discernment, I don't expect you to believe what I have said. I am doing this so YOUR truth can shine through YOU brighter than before. YOU and ONLY YOU can determine what is right for you. But that doesn't make it wrong for me. Peace of Mind
It's truly a beautiful thing to let my mind flow freely and not judge or shut down what I am speaking to myself One of the best tools I used during the process of achieving peace of mind was pattern naming I would name my thought patterns. Say I look in the mirror, and dislike what I'm looking at. In my mind I would be saying "why aren't you better looking", and in turn I'd name that thought pattern of disliking myself. Lets call him Greg. Greg doesn't like himself. Greg wishes he was better looking. Greg talks down to himself. However, you are not tied to these patterns forever, you can transform them into much more Loving patterns. I replaced Greg with Sally. Sally loves herself, Sally is pleased with herself in every aspect. This sounds insane right? Well, the patterns as a whole have gone now. I used the tool and released it. For once the state of peace of mind is achieved you no longer need to label anything or hold on to the tool. You just are. And you're free from Greg and Sally. You just get to exist. Everything seems to flow so naturally after this point. This is just the beginning tool I used, don't let me make this sound easy. It takes dedication. It takes commitment. There are so many non-linear levels to this shit. You can jump around as much as you want. There is no wrong way to reach the state you wish to be in. Do what you have to do to reach it. Peace of Mind is not easy to come by, it's taken me nearly 2 years to reach this point. It may only take you 6 months, or even 10 years....Time is just a conceptual idea that alludes that we haven't always been right here. You are never not going deeper into it though. One you reach your peace of mind, there is no end to it. You don't win some condolence prize. You must keep going deeper. You are endless, so why would the state not also go deeper and get better? I'd love to hear about the tools that you used to reach your state of being in peace. Feel free to comment or send an email to chat! I quit my job yesterday.
I never thought I would do it. I thought I would be stuck. I was only ever as stuck as I allowed myself to be We tend to trap ourselves in this prison of what we "should" be doing What are you doing, if it is not everything you desire and more? Why must we keep ourselves trapped in the prison of the sociable standard? I want to fucking create, with my bare hands, something to help and serve others I do not want to spend my life working a 9-5, entertaining the idea that it's the "right thing to do". Absolutely not. Maybe for some people, it is right...but not I. So many human beings have grown accustomed to this idea that you must go to college, get a degree, and work your life away doing some job that you truly do not desire to do. Although there are many spectrum's to which this isn't true. Some find that what they attend college for, is something they can use to enhance their creative abilities. Putting the knowledge gained into form, through their severing of others. I find this most common for artists of any kind, writers, as well as teachers. Although for an artist or writer it isn't a required course, it can benefit them in many ways. I'm so stuck on the fear that people are trapped inside, due to the idea that money rules your capabilities. You and only you have power over what it is you want to unlock, to get you to the point of wealth, without payment being the deciding factor. I personally was always relying on my paychecks to get me what I wanted, to open up room for me to create. I am the fucking paycheck, I pay myself by allowing my creative potential to shine through, I pay myself by doing exactly what I want to do. That is what wealth is. No outside force will ever be able to make me feel as abundant as I already am. Cash is but a reward, and I no longer desire to be rewarded for things that aren't serving my highest good. It has become an added bonus to the richness I already feel inside. While in turn my 9-5 was always serving my highest good, because I wouldn't have gotten to this point without the experience, I am so very grateful for the build up it took to get me here. Thank you. I love you. |
Kelsie Miner
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